Isuḍ-d waḍu yeḥman, ur iban ansi d-yekka, ihuz kra yellan d taciṭa tafessast, tazurant,tin izelgen, tin yeččuren d ifudan… seg-sent aḍu yebɣa ad yezwi ayen akken yerkan. Aḍu yettawi yettara, yessen kan ad isuḍ. Deg-s kren-d imeɣban,ur ẓrin amek almi d-ufan iman-nsen deg ucwari n waḍu. Wa yeqqar d “tagrawla”? wayeḍ yenna d “zzhu” azekka ad nuɣal ɣer iɣeblan. Ḥemmlen medden aḍu ɣas ur ẓrin ansi d-yekka wala sani iteddu, iten-iɛeǧben kan imi yes-sen yegla.
Yenna-yas yiwen: ad neɣḍel le système! yerra-yas-d wayeḍ: le système yella ula deg wallaɣ-ik? wali amek tettmuquleḍ tameṭṭut-ik? wali amek tettmeslayeḍ d yelli-k? wali d acu i ak-d-yeqqar ccix n lǧamaɛ? le système yella ul ɣer ufurgu mi ara d t-terkbeḍ. Afrijidir-ik yella deg-s…
le système ad t-tɣeḍlem ad d-tesbeddem wayeḍ am netta neɣ kter-is? le système d ddin-nni i ken-ikerfem ur teẓrim. Allen n wemdan tamuɣli n wulli! Ɣas ad tɣeḍlem amesbaṭli, ad tṛebbim lbaṭel, ur teẓrim talast gar lbaṭel akked umesbaṭli, imi tettekkim di lbaṭel. Tura imi yeḥma ṭṭbel-nnwen, tettawim-d yakk tizlatin, ala tinna n “tlelli” ur as-tezmirem, ur as-tessinem. imi allen nnwen, tamuɣli n nnbi!
Aqbayli ma yella yeḥrec, ad yefhem belli aḍu-nsen d asemmam, d amessas yetthuzzu iferawen kan…yerna yettɛeddi, ddel yettɣimi-d. Ur llin d wat tagrawla, ur llin d wat tlelli. akken i d-ttnekkaren i ttrusun. akken i ttaẓen i ttwexxiren. Aḍu-yagi ten-yeqsen d tisuqas tiqdimin.
Aqbayli am tzizwit ɣas iteqqes, yettak-d tament. Ineslem am wareẓ iteqqes kan. Ur telli lfayda deg-sen. Abrid-nsen ur yessuffuɣ. Axxam-nsen ur yedrig. Ma nnan-ak sired ɣas ames. Afus-nsen d tiyita, aḍar d rrkel, allaɣ d ilem…
Aqbayli azal-is meqqer yekka-d nnig waya, ah! lemmer yeẓri d acu-t neɣ d acu-ten. Teḍra d kra am win yettḍebbiren di tmeɣra n wayeḍ? ulamek! anfet ad ten-yeddem waḍu,ur ttagad-t yella waḍu n tineslemt ad ten-id-yerr. Nekkni nettwali tilelli, nessaram tayri, tudert, lebni n tidet deg wakal mačči di rrmel. amek ara t-ḍemɛeḍ deg win yessnen kan lmut? d acu ara k-d-yefk rrṣed? a win yettɣanfun?!
irnaten murad
